Posted by Rach on July 30, 2000, at 21:15:30
In reply to Re: Feeling neglected » Rach, posted by CarolAnn on July 30, 2000, at 20:51:50
Thanks guys. I'm just really down today, and I went to write a really nasty post to ladiesofthelite, but I stopped myself when I began to realise I was just taking my frustrations out on everyone. Nobody really ignored me, I was just projecting the anger I have for myself onto you all. And I apologise sincerely. Thank you for not rejecting me when I got angry at you for nothing.
I'm studying Psychology, and I live in Australia. I enjoy dancing (ballet, jazz, tap), acting (I'm actually in a play at the moment - and it is going really well), my psychology subjects (but I don't enjoy the other subjects that I have to do), writing (poems, stories etc.), hiking (but I cannot do that much), hmmm...that's all I can think of at the moment. I just don't really feel I ever have the energy or motivation to do those things (except the acting at the moment - I am really loving it).
Shar- thanks for your post, I hope you don't mind, but I had a giggle at the thought of you changing positions regularly so visitors didn't see the grooves. I do strange things like that too - I won't let anyone in my room when I am on the internet, and I'll lock my door and ignore any knocks until I have shut down. I don't want people to know I have spent so much time doing nothing in my room.
Janice - I could get out of study if I really wanted, and if I had the courage, but I just don't know what I would do instead. I think I would lose all motivation because I would have nothing at all to do.
Tina, Super Nibor, and others, thanks for your kind words. I know I'll just have to wait this one out. I'm going to see my doc tomorrow, and I'll give you an update at a later stage. Thanks for being there.
RP.S. I wrote this msg, and then something went all weird, so I'm not sure if it got through. So I am reposting, with an add-on to CarolAnn because she posted just before I did.
CarolAnn - thank you for another lovely, nonweird post. I've asked Greg for your number, and told him to pass on mine. I would like to chat 'real time' also. Hugs to you.
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