Posted by Nibor on July 30, 2000, at 13:27:21
In reply to The amazing Nibor...., posted by shar on July 30, 2000, at 11:29:53
> Nibor,
>
> I haven't had dreams like yours, but I wish I
would!
>
> I really got a kick out of your post. Are you wearing a special outfit when you are performing your amazing deeds?
>
> Us middle of the age women need heroic role
models, and you are a great one! Faster than a speeding bullet, able to side flip from one room to another, protector of the innocent.....
>
> Shar
I sat here laughing at the idea of my being a role model. Actually, in the dreams I dress and look very much the way I really do. But the black and blue marks I got on MY back and shoulder lasted for several weeks. Dream Nibor got not a scratch.
It might be fun to do a cartoon strip--if I could only draw. There could be a P for Paxil on my shirt--or do I want to give so much credit to the paxil? Could something else have done as much to
bring me back to my old self? Don't really know.
What I do know is that about ten years ago, I slipped in to a depression that was always there
but under the surface. We think it came about partly from living with and loving a long-time sufferer. Long story, some of it on the website. In any case we have it under control now. And I'm back to my normal self, if that can be called "normal." And the dreams are so real. Something that happens in a lot of them is that I have the ability to glide along a few inches about the ground--like a moving sidewalk, but it's on the air. Whenever
bad guy tries to get me, I can shoot up out of his reach. Not that big of a deal like bending steel in my bare hands, but pretty amazing nonetheless--yet because it's so everyday in a way and happens so often, it seems like it actually happens. And I get
disappointed when it doesn't work for the real me.
(Now I have to go find my Roy Orbison--can't seem to get that great song out of my head.)
Nibor
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