Posted by kerry B on July 2, 2000, at 3:46:09
In reply to Kerry B's country--a thought. , posted by Abby on July 2, 2000, at 0:27:09
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> > > Tegretol is an anticonvulsant. What's neulactil? (sounds like it might be one too.)
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> > James here....
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> > Neulactil (brand) is Pericyazine, a Phenothiazines
> > which is the class Stelazine and Melleril are in. It's not on the market in the states, ABIK.
> > I don't understand why no one perscribed antiparkinson meds to counter side effects. Kerry,
> > it seems you only get treatment when things get bad, then you go to the hospital, is this correct ? It might help if you could give us a little more information. The voices started for the first time in 1995 and how old were you then ? Were you abused in any way at any time in your life ? It seems you are not from the USA, would you tell us what country you are from ? Do you have health insurance or do you pay full price for doc's and meds ?
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> Kerry's e-mail ends with au. So, I'm guessing Australia. Bye for a while.--AbbyHi Abby,
You've probably gone away by now but you are right, my country is Australia. I don't know if we do things differently over here or not, but I suppose most places are the same.
I lost it big time last night.
I don't know what happened, I was going ok, couldn't stop working all day again.
Later in the night around 11pm I became disorientated, yelling and screaming at my husband who at that moment was ringing the health team. I was hiding behind the lounge with my face covered enjoying the darkness I felt and wouldn't let anyone see my face.
The health team told him to call the police to come and take me but he didn't, he took me to the local hospital where they couldn't help me.
People were staring at me and whispering about me and giving me filthy looks but the doctors thought I was strange.
That's about all I remember. There are probably things I have missed out but I feel so weird, so strange and nobody will listen. I need their help but they just won't do anything!!!!!
I feel desperate. I thought of suicide once again.
I went to work today, somehow, but I wasn't there.
Nothing once again went right, I just wanted to come home and curl up and be left alone.
Tonight I am with the kids and they are really irritating me. It's not their fault. they are just being themselves but it's me.
I am concerned how I am going to manage.
Tomorrow the health team are supposed to be ringing me about phsycho therapy, but I don't see what that will do if I don't get treated by a doctor for my mental health.
It is so hopeless and I feel hopeless. If it wasn't.......my daughter just spilled her milk everywhere!!!!! I'm finding it sooooo hard to stay in control. I shake with rage and anger and mouth off something terrible. They know I'm not well........
Well, if it wasn't for this place I would go over the edge I think......Thanks everyone...........
poster:kerry B
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