Posted by NikkiT on June 27, 2000, at 6:34:26
Just wanted to say, and for everyone elses benefit too..
I'm crashing low and bad this week. the nager is getitng out of control, and I simply can't say anything nice to anyone. I'm very very defensive, and feel others don't understand, so I get angry, and say really innopropriate things.
As such, I'm keind not replying to anything, as I don't want to upset / offend anyone.
Just when there was light... I go right down again. This is the worst I've felt snce the cutting episode - And I'm really scared I'll be going that route again. And I don't think my husband would be so understanding a second time.
I physically hurt all over, every movemment causes pain, every touch hurts... And I so badly didn't want to ahve to resort to babbling here as usual.
Plus.. when I get overly stressed, cough, things like that.. I pee myself... I hate that....
N x
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thread:38427
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