Posted by schrone on May 30, 2000, at 9:35:43
Hello,
My name is Schrone and I have been like this for as long as I can remember but recently I have been taking Paxil, it helps but not alot. I have the energy of ten men at times and then I can sleep forever not caring about anything or anyone. I feel so guilty for my kids and husband. I'm trying to get help and i have a psychyotrist and therapist they want me to keep charts of ny moods swings and I am finding it so hard to do. I have just recently took a long look back at my life and find that I fail to finish alot of tasks because I get so sidetracked by anything. I lucky though my husband is great and we have been married for 15yrs (bumpy 15yrs).I'm trying to get my diploma and I accually love doing the work but I cant consintrate alot. The worst is Icant keep friends becuase they run at the first anger spirt that I have. I very intallirable of dishonesty and I get parinoid of them thinking they do like me so I hide in the house alot. I dont know how to fix it but I found a shrink that cares and thats important. Noone in my family want to believe that this is a decease they think that I am crazy or a big bitch , so I have for the most part locked them out of my life. I know whats going on but I just seem to have no control over my emotions. I have found the more you talk to you spouse about it the more he can help bring you down from a anger bout.
ty schrone
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