Posted by Danielle on May 12, 2000, at 23:33:33
In reply to Re: For Cam- ECT, posted by Mark H. on May 12, 2000, at 20:48:39
Mark,
Gosh, Thanks for the help! I was shocked when I called the hospital to check on him, they had told me(the day before) they would call me about visiting. When I called I was informed he didn't want to see me nor have any information relayed to me. WOW, I have been right beside him through all of this, it truely surprised me. I gladly respected this wish and hoped that it was a sign he was taking responsibility for his illness. Wrong, he called tonight to tell me he didn't want to see me and that everything was my fault. He would call when ready to come home. Could someone please explain to me what depression feels like? How does it make one hate those who love them the most? I want to understand his pain, but it is hard to really grasp how horrible it must be. Perhaps this is why he is so mean to me- trying to allow me feel his pain.
Joyfully,
Danielle
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