Posted by Scott L. Schofield on April 8, 2000, at 12:39:32
In reply to Scott L.Schofield - How ya doin'?, posted by Cam W. on April 7, 2000, at 21:48:43
> Scott - Glad to see you posting again. How are you after your reboxetine setback? I did not reply to your post as I know squat about reboxetine. Hope you are feeling better. Hang loose (or to the left... or whatever) - Cam W.
Thanks for the concern. If feels nice.I am certainly doing better since I discontinued the reboxetine. However, the culmination of my life's horrific and demoralizing experiences, along with my current state of affairs and poor prospects, still leave me at a critical point bordering on crisis.
I feel almost ashamed to have written such an optimistic reply to Tori Hart. It seems hypocritical. "Do as I say, not as I do." I still believe it, although not necessarily for myself. Without getting into a "poor me" thing, I do see that many are not so severely ill as I am. Less pain. More function (although I know my writing seems to contradict this). I also see that many have better prospects than I do, simply for not having had such a long history of treatment failures. That these neighbors of ours may not understand things from these perspectives, I feel the need to share them because I may have already struggled through the same rough terrain that they are currently encountering for the first time.
I am very much helped by the concerned replies to my reboxetine question. I feel like I have some friends. I think that the very next thing I will do is to finish composing my acknowledgment to these replies and follow-up on the questions asked. I just wanted to get my rocks off by writing all of this other stuff first.
Bye the way, I think Copernicus may have been right.
You are one special dude.
Sincerely,
Scott
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