Posted by kate on March 28, 2000, at 16:54:11
In reply to Re: feeling stoned off of effexor xr, posted by Noa on March 28, 2000, at 15:08:28
i am not working for many reasons but mainly i think it is senoritis also with a little bit of just general frustration. i do go to a counselor and she helps me a lot. she is out town right now so i can't talk to her. but i will be seeing her on friday. i think you are right about the whole getting wasted thing. i just have so little self discipline to tell myself no. it is difficult to motivate yourself when you just don't care you know? i know this does not replace a clinical diagnosis, but i took this bipolar quiz at a pretty good interent site and i scored a 57 out of 60. so if i don't have bipolar disorder, it is probable that this is at least one manic episode. many people have said that bipolar is often misdiagnosed as major depression which is what i have been diagnosed with. i wish i could talk to my counselor tonight. oh well. i guess i just have to wait. i just can't sit still and i want to do all of these random reckless things. i am thinking about sex all of the time which is a major symptom of a manic episode. i don't know. i just feel hyper and silly all the time and i can never focus on one thing for very long. i am going to try to call someone who can help me tonight. i'll let you know how that goes. bye for now and thanks for being interested.
~kate
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