Posted by kellyR. on March 23, 2000, at 23:44:12
My Dr. thinks that i should try going off zyprexa to see how I do without it. I'm scared,that i'll ended up like i did in sept. not sleeping & very sucidal.I gain so much weight on this med. that i should stop it. I don't want to be like this anymore always sad, scared of people,being paranoid all the time.
I been lying to my Dr. telling him how good i've been doing,I get mad at myself for doing so but him & everyone else seem happier not seeing me always down in the dumps.I feel like I'm putting on a show,Then go off stage & brake down and cry.I don't know if I should stop,or should the show go on?
poster:kellyR.
thread:27995
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