Posted by Nikki on March 14, 2000, at 5:53:10
I don't think I can cope on this withdrawal and every any more. I still feel as bad, and doc won't give combinations of drugs over here.
My husband no longer understands any of what I'm going through, and this morning said he no longer wanted to live with me, and top move out untill I can pull myself together. So basically, the one thing I thought was decent in my life is gone... There is no one left I can even consider talking to.. All my friends either only see me as the bubbly person I used to try to be, or their problems are alot worse than mine, and tell me to pull myself together.
last night a friend called, as he needed someone to talk to, and spent an hour telling me how selfish suicide is, and how anyone with severe depression is bringing upon themselves.What am I meant to do now.. I just wantt o hide and see no one ever again... All I want is someone to understand and hold me when things are really bad. I can't even manage to keep my marriage together - and we've only been married 4 months...
I give up
poster:Nikki
thread:26954
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