Posted by vesper on February 29, 2000, at 3:44:09
I read a few of the posts about me, and I am really sorry. I had no idea, and that is my own fault of course for doing what I did in the first place. I will try to get around to thanking people and apologizing individually as soon as I can. I cried when I read some of those posts...people I didn't even know seeming to care that much what happens to me. I really don't know what to say. A few minutes ago I was lying in bed listening to a particularly beautiful passage in a cello concerto with Yo-yo Ma, and for a moment, I felt at peace, realizing that there are sublime moments for which to live. OF course when I tell you I also listen to Indigo Girls, Rush, and Pink Floyd, my musical credibility will suffer quite a body-blow. I'm just rambling here because I can't sleep...I had to say something else here. I know there is something profoundly wrong with me, and I apologize once more for the negative manifestations of that malignancy.
Yours,
Vesper
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