Posted by Cindy W on February 19, 2000, at 20:46:25
In reply to Re: Indecision/Anger, posted by medlib (re URL) on February 19, 2000, at 20:16:28
> Cindy-
> Try dj's URL without the "s" after "wing":
> http://www.wingofmadness.com
> It is an interesting site--didn't know whether or when dj would be back online.
> I can relate to your indecision (ex-8mos.to pick out a printer?!) but that mainly just embarasses me. What I feel guilty and angry about is inaction. When I finally do decide what I want to do, I don't DO it. I know I don't decide because I'm afraid of making a mistake, but what's between me and taking action eludes and frustrates me. The only time I'm able to act is when someone else wants something. Maybe someone on this board will have some ideas for us both.
> medlib
>
> > Both are hallmarks of depresson. There is a website called http://www.wingsofmadness.com where they have some great comments on indicators and tons of useful, well written bits and pieces from a variety of perspectives, mostly from those who have been there and seen through a glass darkly...Deobrah Darrien writes eloquently about her experience, to which you may relate...
> > >
> > > > > Lately my guilt feelings center around indecision...which I seem to act out a lot. I can't make up my mind, so I'll say one thing and do another.
> > > > > Also, especially since being on Prozac, have become more irritable and angry and behave very badly to family, friends and co-workers. Please someone tell me this is the disease rather than me being an awful person!
> > > > I'm sure this won't be of any help, but I do the same thing! I hate myself but can't seem to change. I give myself headaches trying to constantly force myself to think about each action, then I can't do anything, then..nevermind. Sorry. You are not a terrible person, I know how it is to want to be one way and end up being another.
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> > dj, I tried to find "www.wingsofmadness.com" but couldn't. Are you sure that's the address? Sounds interesting.--Cindy Wmedlib, thanks for the URL update. Can relate to the indecisiveness, since that's a primary symptom of my OCD. I can never decide how to improve my life, because of fears of making mistakes. Sometimes it's even hard to write a report because I can't make up my mind on what to say and how to say it and will start over again and again to try to "get it right." ---Cindy W
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