Posted by Carolyn on February 11, 2000, at 19:18:48
In reply to Re: Bad solutions, posted by Noa on February 11, 2000, at 18:53:41
> > C, I am sorry you are feeling depressed. Is it time to try a different medication?
Noa...yes, I think so. But try convincing a doctor you know more than he does! I do have a very reputable doctor, who has been very good at prescribing medications in the past. Maybe I am just too impatient. I'm having a lot of difficulty working. Also have a 15 year old who needs attention,and I am pretty much feeling a failure at that right now. And mostly I am just feeling desperate to stop the pain. Suicide doesn't seem an option...so temporary unconsciousness via alcohol or tranquilizers seems preferable. Even cutting...physical pain to take my mind of the mental pain. I really don't want to do any of these things, but the urge is so strong.
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