Posted by Jody on January 22, 2000, at 1:11:13
In reply to Re: Obsession, transference or???, posted by kelly on January 21, 2000, at 10:52:10
It is not so bad today. When I think of the doctor that I had in the hospital, I just kind of wonder how he is.
I am way too shy to tell my regular pdoc that I have been thinking of him. I guess I kind of think of what I wish I could tell him and have "imaginary" conversations. I want to reach out for help, but do not know how. Instead I remain silent and answer his usual questions with yes or no. I am starting to hurt again and I don't feel I have anyone to turn to. Maybe that is why I have been "obsessing." I would like to have someone just "read my thoughts" and just know how I am feeling. I cannot bring myself to speak up. Any ideas on how to get over the fear of revealing yourself.
Anyway, I am rambling. It kind of just feels better being able to "speak" here.
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