Posted by Racer on May 3, 2005, at 15:16:21
Drawing back into my shell. NOT what I want...
And I have a million questions that I would like to have answered, but no idea how to find the info, and the very thought of trying leaves me ready to collapse. Sounds a little like MDD to me, what say you?
Some parts of most days, I don't feel so bad -- but then it all hits, usually because I feel so damned good for nothing useless! My whole world is a mess, and I hate it and am beginning to want to give up -- again.
I don't know. Really, I think that a vacation would help, although I also think that I would have to clean this place from top to bottom first, because otherwise I don't know if I would want to come back.
Man, I hate this. And the idea of having to try new meds is also overwhelming. My hubby has been encouraging me to call Dr CattleProd about it, but I haven't done so. I just want to go to sleep again.
In fact, it's nap time. I'm done with being awake for a while now.
poster:Racer
thread:493187
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