Posted by Shar on February 4, 2005, at 0:47:55
In reply to Stoicism I TOTALLY understand! TY again! (nm) » judy1, posted by Shar on February 4, 2005, at 0:31:16
I could do a (can I say suicidal gesture here?) at any moment. Is that what it takes? In fact, it would be fine with me if it worked! However, I have a few folks hounding me not to do the S. Gesture.
So, really (between you and me, Judy) I just want to go. Away. Permanently. (I am not raising children anymore.) Is your life better after you were in the hospital?
I got my 1099 form today (for taxes) and I made almost $14,000 last year! Woo hoo! That's down from $50 K a few years ago. Ain't life grand?
My dogs are dying (Lamar), Shadow has tumors, Goblet (who I inherited) is just nuts... he does this screaming/barking/howl kind of thing from previous abuse....and ... And, I can't afford a visit to the vet. I am a totally BAD doggie mom. But, it did not start out that way, when I was employed.
What am I doing? I'm dumping all my stuff on you! How awful!
But, ok, since this is where I am right now....I'm going to post this anyway!
Sorry for you!
xoxoxo
Shar
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