Posted by NikkiT2 on January 2, 2005, at 11:07:06
Hi..
Sorry I've been absent.. This whole Tsuanami thing has really affected me. We lost a friend in it, and 2 are yet to be heard from. Luckily "our island" was unaffected as it is in the Gulf of Thailand and so was protected.
2004 has been quite an amazing year for me.. I really ave grown from strength to strength, and have found I love to work (though in perfect world I would cut my hours down!).. I've had the whole of the Christmas period off (our building closed down) and ave actually missed it! I hope 2005 will be even better, and that the plans I have for it come to fruition.
I have also learnt to love my friends, instead of being scared of them. I met my first Babbler in the flesh (and partlycloudy was a wonderful first babbler to meet, such a pleasure), and now dream of meeting many more of you (and obviously winning the lottery to fly me round to world to do it!!)
I've learnt to love myself alot more. Learnt that just because I am fat doesn't mean I can't be liked, and learnt that just because I am fat doesn't mean I can't look good.
I've even stopped biting my nails this year after doing so since I was 2 years old!
I wish true happiness and understanding for all of my very very dear friends here.. I am sending out so many vibes to you all so you can grab some of what I have had this past year.. I could never have done it without the support fof you guys.. To be able to come here and say what ever I wanted and no I wasn't going to be abused for my feelings is such an awesome thing.
So remember, I love you all (and I'm actually saying that sober this time), and would do anything if it meant happiness for you all.
Heres to a kick a*s 2005
Nikki xxx
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thread:436760
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