Posted by Shar on June 20, 2004, at 22:15:37
In reply to Keeping my promise -- but, posted by Racer on June 20, 2004, at 11:44:41
Racer,
I don't know how much help this will be, but I will try my best to be of any small assistance when it comes to keeping you around!I would think, right now, anything might send you into a tailspin. A dream of your husband with a new bride isn't anything to sneeze at even under normal circumstances; but, where you are right now...it seems perfectly understandable to me that you'd be upset by it.
I think sleeping until Tuesday is just fine, and I hate it that what small amount of grace you found in that has been disrupted. I guess it's just a decision of what, right now, is worse: the daymares or the nightmares?
And, if it helps, I can completely understand and join you in your wish to die. It is mind-boggling to try to comprehend how life got so out of balance and painful.
I'm thinking about you, and I'm thrilled you are hanging in there. I've been holding on to the last inch of my rope for a while now....
xoxo
Shar
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