Posted by shar on June 12, 2004, at 2:48:28
In reply to look back on the yrs on babble(trigger), posted by kellyr. on June 8, 2004, at 19:43:06
K--
Wait!I see a lot of absolutes (always/never, that type of thing) in your post.
You are obviously in pain, which I can *totally* understand, but....
here is more pain...
If you are not yet 50 years old, plus you have kids...
there are not too many alternatives for you. You simply must stay.
I would do nearly anything to take away your pain, but, please know, that 'til you're 50 or older, you gotta stick around. For your kiddos, for Babble, for me, for ... whatever.
Even a suicidal mom is better than no mom IMO.
Please, hang in there.
I'm right there with you, suicidal all the time.
Shar
> i've been looking back at the yrs i've been on babble & i came to see that i'm not getting any better, at times i see some, but not mush. So how can i go on if this is what my life is going to be nothing but saddness & disappointment. why do i even try, what is the point of living? my kids are driving me nuts at times & my husband is never home(that's good at times)work,church,& the firehouse. is me being sad & suicidal all the time driving him away? so i'm w/ the kids alote, i'm sleeping alote more to make the day go by faster, i'm eating junk food cause i don't have the well to get out of bed or couch to cook for myself, but i'll make dinner for them. can anyone tell me what i should do w/ all this saddness & bad thoughts?
poster:shar
thread:354891
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/2000/20040501/msgs/355960.html