Posted by tina on May 18, 2004, at 13:34:19
In reply to Re: meekly waving hello » tina, posted by shar on May 17, 2004, at 21:39:44
Hey shar
I think everyone that has heard my pathetic story has had just about enough so I don't want to go into a whiny diatribe. Suffice if to say, divorce/lawyers/exs/moving/changing jobs sucks.
I also feel like every person who told me that they were my friend has abandoned me. I post to new groups and get no replies. I write emails to these so-called friends and get no reply. Hell, even my family don't return my calls or emails.
Damn, it turned into a whiny diatribe anyway. I know I'm not a bad person and I give an awful lot but I always seem to be the one on the working side of every relationship. I have to put in all the effort and still get left behind. All my effort goes into giving and they take all they can and then leave. I've considered suicide more in the last month than I have over the course of my 17 years illness. Yet, I'm still not a blip on anyone's radar.
I'm just going to have to accept that that's my life. Live it or leave it, right?
Your turn shar.
What's up with you?
poster:tina
thread:347912
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