Posted by Racer on May 8, 2004, at 13:00:40
In reply to Re: Blimp inducer » Racer, posted by SLS on May 8, 2004, at 12:46:11
How about it doesn't matter if it wouldn't be that much more limited than what I eat now. How about it feels as if I'm giving up too much of the little left to me? How about it feels as if taking away one more thing would be the end of the world? How about if they were prescribed, I would use them to kill myself, because it would be the end of the world? Isn't that enough? I can't see giving up one more thing -- too much has been taken from me already. I would rather die than give up more.
I now, you're hoping to help, and I really and truly do appreciate the information and your generousity in offering you knowledge. I know it sounds as if I'm slapping you for offering anything to me. It's even probably what I'm doing, but I really and truly do not mean to do it to you. I like you, a lot, and I am so grateful that you post to me that I'd never want to slap at you and make you regret having bothered. I'm like an injured animal right now, though: in pain, in fear, and lashing out all around. I'm really sorry that you're getting to feel the claws, and if I ever feel better I'll probably come purring around you to make it up to you. (Cats are notorious for never apologizing, though.)
I'm trying to hold on to the idea that my husband will start a new job soon, that new job will come with medical insurance, and if all goes well they'll cover me, as well. In that case, maybe I can get a doctor who actually listens to his patients? They must exist, right?
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