Posted by NikkiT2 on May 4, 2004, at 6:28:25
In reply to Oh Scott, I'm so sorry, for SLS, posted by judy1 on May 3, 2004, at 11:38:58
I can feel the depression slipping back in, getting worse.. only the depression, not the suicidal thoughts etc.. just slowly losing interest in everything, stopping caring again..
But I refuse to go back down the meds route.. and, hell, I am alot better than I was, so surley I should be thankful for that??
My therapy has worked great on the anxiety, but has never really touched the depression.. that just seems to work by its own rules.
So where do I go now... stay thankful I'm not actively suicidal..
Sorry.. went off on a tangent.
I'm just feeling so anti meds at the moment.. I watched a show yesterday afternoon (was a holiday here in UK, so rubbish TV all day!!) about the 80's.. mainly music, but when it did the "and in 1987 (could have been 88 or 89 though) they discovered this new mircale anti depressent called prozac that had no side effects" etc etc.. I went nuts..
I guess its whats worse.. taking meds and putitng up with poop out when we start having faith in the med, and shit lads of side effects.. or do we put up with the depression. I know if I was alot worse, I would choose the med route.. I guess I'm in that in between bit where I'm simply depressed...
Sorry.. needed to ramble I think.. and I didn't come up with a single answer for you.. but Judy's post just triggered me off! Sorry!!
Nikki xx
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