Posted by Racer on March 6, 2004, at 23:48:30
In reply to you cracked me up » Racer, posted by judy1 on March 6, 2004, at 23:02:57
ROTFLMBO! Compared to me, that's a sticky note and you know it!
Yeah, well, I didn't consider the behavior to be all that irrational at the time. I just got p--off at those men trying to decide that I was "safe" because I was just a LitMajorBimbo, and not a fully formed human being as they were. (Remember, these were grad students in the Philosophy department. That's really important to a complete understanding of the situation...)
Anyway, I have this feeling that I'm not going to be seeing the same pdoc much longer, because I'm about ready to tell him to his face that he's not the SuperDoc he thinks he is.
As for your pdoc, maybe it is meaningful to know that you have someone to call for the next two weeks? Maybe this is a way for you to learn to accept that some one is there for you, even if the time period is limited? Maybe that's enough to learn from this one pdoc, for now. Or not, but it's a thought.
My heart goes out to you, and the picture of you in the closet reminded me of me as a kid: I'd drag the little nursery armchair into the closet, with a radio and a lamp, and sit there reading for hours. Once I accidently got locked in, alone in the house! The heater was right on the other side of the wall, so the closet was the only really warm place in the house because of the pilot light. Snug, warm, cozy. (And I managed to get out the time the lock turned. Then my mother took that lock off the door, so it wouldn't happen again.)
Good luck. Best good luck to you.
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