Posted by shar on November 20, 2003, at 18:59:54
In reply to Re: I've given up reading books. » shar, posted by NikkiT2 on November 20, 2003, at 17:14:46
As it turns out, I've had to make another F***ing PACT NOT To Do MYSELF IN. Jes**, when does it end? Never??????
I may agree NOT to do myself in, BUT all that means is I live with the feeling every day of WANTING TO.
I'm 51. Felt this way since teen years. Had a son to raise. Then, my animals. God, where and HOW SOON does it end?
I love you all, as well as I can, and so appreciate the caring you show. Thank you.
xoxo
Shar
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