Posted by kelly on December 21, 1999, at 1:07:47
my first hospitalization was at 17yrs.old, I was sent becauses i told my teacher that i was thinking of killing myself, with that & the cuts on my wrist. I stayed only 4 days before i was sent to a different hospital,I was told i had a Schizoaffective disorder,i was there for almost 3mos., & when time ran out i was sent to state psychiatric hospital, stayed there 2mos.
I was out for 3 weeks before i tried to hurt myself again,was placed in a different hospital that said i was Bipolar, i stayed there 2mos.I was in & out of the hospital for a yr. after that.
Without treatment for 3yrs. I went back into therapy,& was told i had a adjustment disorder, this was do to moving acrossed country.My psychologist wanted me to go see a psychiatric for antidepressants, He said i was Borderline personality. And 3mos. later i was put in the hospital for major depression & suicide attempt. & was told BPD by one Dr. and in the same place different Dr. he didn't see any BPD.
When i moved back to my own state, I got a new Dr. & new disorder,now W/ all my anxiety/phobias he says that i have depression that well never go away without meds & i well have to be on them for life.So how can i beleive him after hearing so many things from different Dr.'s?
poster:kelly
thread:17216
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