Posted by Dee on November 23, 1999, at 23:34:57
I did feel slightly better when I was taking 300mg/day. And I had a few good days - I thought I was beginning to be more social and particiapte in my own life. On my next visit the dose was increased to 450, went through the same bitchy trapping up. Now I have been on 450 for 5 weeks, and my next appointment is ten days from today. I think I have to start considering the possibility that Serzone failed for me.
How do I feel about this? First, I am depressed as hell, and the medicine is not helping. (I had the same thing with St. John's wort in the past, didn't feel like it was doing anything, but was scared to drop it just in case it was doing something and things might get worse.) In the process of elimination, a failure is progress towards the solution. At least now I will know one thing that doesn't work for me. But of course I am scared that nothing will.
Well, I've just started this thing and I shouldn't let me down... It's just that I got a few day's worth of life that I could have, and I was hoping it was some kind of 'coming attractions.' I am sooo disappointed.
poster:Dee
thread:15720
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