Posted by Adam on November 14, 1999, at 15:03:47
In reply to Dark, dark, dark place... Deja Vu, posted by Dee on November 12, 1999, at 22:08:35
Dee,
It is difficult for me to read posts like this because I have felt exactly the same way.
It conjures up some very unhappy memories, and it also hurts to know that others like
you are suffering so profoundly from depression. We do care about you, as we have learned
to care for ourselves, and will do whatever we can to help. Just ask.As I have said before to others, I wish I could give you an assurance that your unhappyness will
end. I was convinced at one time that mine would not, and yet it did, or at least, it lessened.
So, all I can say is that it's possible to find relief, even after years of searching to no avail.
Don't give up the search or the struggle. Lonliness and misery are not the only possible outcomes.
Accept this as a truth and keep fighting. You are stronger than you know.
> Here again.
> Just cannot live with myself... And every time I say to myself that I WILL come out of this place I have to ask what's the use? I will be lonely and miserable and eventually fall right back to where I am at...
> I am tired, tired, tired after fighting for over thirty years... The woods ARE lovely,dark and deep... What else is there.. WHAT?
> I'm too tired to write, I just felt I needed to come here because this is the only place I know where anyone can possibly understand the pain that is eating me from inside.
>
> Dee
poster:Adam
thread:15118
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