Posted by dove on October 26, 1999, at 12:53:59
In reply to Re: hospitalization, posted by allison on October 26, 1999, at 12:10:24
I think it is time for you to seek immediate help. This time of the year is the beginning of the big 'down' as I like to call it. Holidays completely destroy me, even without any expectations from family or relatives, without any negative or stress-inducing factors, it is still the hardest time of the whole year, every year for me. I can read your tiredness all over your post. You seem to be sick of fighting? I have a tendancy to view death as an enshrouding warm sleep. NO! Don't fall into that deception okay.
When you are too tired to fight then it is time to seek outside help. You cannot close yourself off to the outside world because everything gets all distorted and suddenly you're all alone with no one to catch you. You know if you're close to the end with no options presenting themselves to you. That is the time to go for help. If you need someone there to guide you or carry you because you're too tired then please seek help, even if you're scared of being hospitalized, it is still better than losing all hope.
Please let us know how we can help,
dove
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