Posted by AMY II on September 22, 1999, at 17:17:18
I have been diagnosed with severe anxiety (which i disagree) and i get this feeling in my head aside from the out of control crazy one that feels weird and tight and spacy kinda balloon like and when i look into the mirror my eyes are sooo dialated it is scary. Everytime I go to see the doctor my eyes are fine so he says they are fine. duh. I have weird out of control thoughts like i can't control anything i think it just pops in there and it is all gross. i have hiorrific nightnares, muscle jerking , flinching, i had a weird boioioioing noise go off in my head last night that i could hear physcially with my ears. I have buzzing feeling through all of my nerves. I have a weird sharp pain in my chest in a specific location, i have a weird pain in the center of my left palm. This is anxiety? I don't think do. I am a single mother of two kid and own a house and business i made a stupid mistake five months ago and took the drug ecstacy. i thnk something is going on with me severely like i am dyng or something or i have brain damage and it is getting worse or something. I am so scared. the doctors or pychiatrists are no help all they say is i have anxiety.Does anyone else suffer from these types of symptoms the dialated eyes and weid feelings in the head especially.. Not to mention the weird vision problems i have. nothing is stable anymore and ativan use to work for mos tof this but it doesn't work anymore. I am afraid my brain is going to explode. If you have ever had your body injected with iodine for a cat scan and know how that feels that is the best way i can describe this weird rush i get sometimes too all over my body. My quality of life has dwindled to nothing. I use to be a model and had things really going for me. and now i am barely hanging on to realtiy, to my sanity. If someone out there can tell me if they have these symptoms too i would appreciate it and especially i would like an answer about the weird head feelings and dialated eyes. please share ANY similiar experiences. Thanks
Amy
poster:AMY II
thread:11898
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