Posted by Ian on September 23, 1999, at 4:36:43
In reply to Re: an offering -- spacecake???, posted by dj on September 22, 1999, at 19:53:12
Spacecake is basicaly hashish in cake form. I'm in a bit of a difficult one here as the notion that that could have had any long lasting effects is not very credible. All I know is the struggle I've had with the cognitive haze since that time. I have this notion its something to do with the drug induced stress I couldn't let out due to a cauterising effect of a UK drug called dothiepin on my emotions when I was thirteen but now I'm using two debatable things to justify what happened.I've read that large amounts of hash can send people psychotic, there's a drink called bang in Pakistan that is essentially a hash in a drink that has been reported to send people into psychotic episodes. The accepted notion is that drug induced psychosis dies away in an inverse to time type way. What I had may not have been just hash but who knows, I messed my life up at the time for about £3. All I know is I'm still compensating but there again thats my subjective assessment, the further I have got from the event the more I have defined what is good and bad for me in terms of coping, doesn't stop me having lapses of motivation and optimism at times though.
Rowing,I wish I could have kept it going, unfortunately student days have to be relinquished and I'm no where near the Thames at the moment. Sounds like you never caught a crab Bob?
poster:Ian
thread:11904
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