Posted by Janet on September 18, 1999, at 11:04:17
I want to stomp my feet and scream and be aggitated in the middle of the grocery store for no apparant, logical reason. And at the same time, I want to curl up in a fetal position, under the covers and just go into a coma until this hurricane in my brain called bi-polar subsides. I want to talk. I want to talk. I WANT TO TALK. But no one understands. It is like I have to explain the whole illness to them, and even that would be so inadequite, before I can explain my feelings.
The psychiatrist listened just long enough to up all my meds. I feel like if I could just tell every feeling I'm having, it would help. I just want to sleep. Like go to a hotel until this is over. I'll feel hurt if no one answers me here like all the other times I've made comments and everyone just blew me off. Janet
poster:Janet
thread:11740
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