Posted by Rob on August 19, 1999, at 6:20:50
I dont remember last time i posted something, but.
Ive taken the advice from the responses to my last post and went to a pyschologist. After talking to him twice he told me that i should see a pychaitrist and should go on anti-depressents soon, but that would mean i have to stop taking ritalin...which i dont want to do.
I still really dont know much about ADs, does anyone know what the most common one for me would be to take? its seems like there is a hundred differnt types.
My other problem is that my drug addiction has gotten worse. In the past couple months i have just gone overboard. i dont know why i'm doing stupid stuff like this.
In the past 3 months i have done around 30 hits of acid. (i'm going to stop doing that stuff very soon). but I already gave someone my money yesterday to buy me Crystal Meth and extacy. I just think that if i do strong "happy drugs" like those i will feel better.
but i do know that after they wear out that i'm going to be even more depressed etc. than before.
Anyone have any suggestions? I'm to confused about everything in my life to really think straight about anything.
~Rob~
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