Posted by Nancy on January 6, 1999, at 17:01:34
In reply to Hey, want some company, Nancy?, posted by racer on January 2, 1999, at 18:32:31
I'm so sad all the time. Well, ewxcept for when I
cycle up into a painful mixed state. No one hears when
I cry out. I know I'm not going to last long.
I attempted suicide New Years Eve. I almost made it, too.
I swallowed a handfull of Seroquel (my antimanic, antipsychotic)
I was comatose when I hit the emergency room.
Racer, I have never felt so at peace, so free of the misery,
light and airy. I really was ready to go. But, I woke up
two days later, intubated and restrained. God, I hate restraints.
Nothing strikes a fierce fight reaction in me other than restraints.
This disorder is like restraints.
too much too long,
Nancy
poster:Nancy
thread:1963
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/19990101/msgs/2106.html