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Re: after Christmas apologies rayww

Posted by Angel Girl on January 4, 2005, at 0:12:48

In reply to after Christmas apologies Angel Girl, posted by rayww on January 3, 2005, at 14:53:43

> I'm thinking of things I *didn't* do that need more of an apology. Like presents I forgot to wrap, meals I didn't cook, little effort that needed more, people I didn't visit, house I didn't clean. I was a bit of a mess. but, hey, it's a new year.
> I made it through a tough one yesterday without reacting in a way that might have become an incident that would have required an apology later on, and a hard time to get over too. You can be proud of me if you like. I am proud of you for taking steps to make things right.


Yes, I'm VERY proud of you, as you should be too. My moods are so all over the place right now and these days it doesn't take much to set me off. It's sooooo hard to bite your tongue when you know you should. I'm glad you had the restraint you needed yesterday. Tomorrow I will be making my apologies and also hoping that I still have a pdoc after Friday when I see her next. I'm sure she will have plenty of words for me after the way I talked to her receptionist a few days ago.

My family has somewhat *accepted* the things I don't do. I'm barely functional and my cleaning, well, let's just say that a maid might be a good idea right about now. Unfortunately Santa didn't give me one for Christmas. <sigh>

Anyway, as you said, it's a new year and I'm hoping to make improvements. Now, if I could only get through a day where I feel ok. I feel sick pretty much every day and some days worse than others. Today I had a whole list of things to do for myself and my Mom but I was so sick I spent the entire day in bed and taking Gravol so that I wouldn't throw up. Hopefully, tomorrow will bring better things and I'll be glad when my apologies are behind me.

Again, I'm VERY proud of you.





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