Posted by qbsbrown on April 5, 2010, at 14:41:06
In reply to Re: Trileptal, why do you do this to me?, posted by ed_uk2010 on April 5, 2010, at 14:29:21
> I understand what you're saying but what about the MS? When were you diagnosed and to what extent has it contributed to your psych problems?
> You mentioned the tribe. A close family group. Would you get that if you went to teach abroad or would you feel lonely?Yes, this is true. What is the MS doing. But what are my options? The Copaxone is only going to slow it down. But yes, it does have the ability to rid the lesions that could be causing the psych issues. Usually with MS, they treat the psych issues with psychiatric drugs, which we know my reactions to.
As we mention the close knit tribe etc. Um ok, so I can stay at my parents home, where they are both crazy, and contribute to my psych issues greatly, and a place where I have horrific memories that i relive all day long,,,...OR, go to a place where i know nobody, have no history, do something that i love, teaching, new cultures, meeting new people etc.
Do i worry about my stability, breaking down and failing,,.....sure. Especially when I am "crazier" than I've ever been.
But at this point of time, would you honestly give a crap? I've kinda let go of that fear.
Brian
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