Posted by qbsbrown on April 4, 2010, at 19:49:04
In reply to Re: Trileptal, why do you do this to me? » qbsbrown, posted by Phillipa on April 4, 2010, at 19:40:05
> Brian not to upset you but you do say psychosis right? Are you definitely diagnosed with MS or could this be just a thought? A Delusion? But you do mention the med. Could you be also scared of this new dianosis? Probing is what I'm doing. I seriously think you need to contact you pdoc immediately. I care. Love Phillipa ps you sound so miserable and uncomfortable in your skin
Thanks Phillipa. Yes, I do have MS, I inject myself daily, and my cerebral spinal fluid analysis papers are sitting right next to me as we speak. I am not afraid of the new DX. I was pissed at the neurologist when he thought that the psychosis and the MS weren't related, although when i research MS, i do see psychosis as a possibility.
I contact my PDOC CONSTANTLY. He actually has to constantly remind me to limit calling him once a day, because typically, it's excessive. Uncomfortable in my own skin would be an understatement, but it's been better since ECT and the 3 meds i'm on. It was my fault for going cold turkey, but in the state i was in, the toxic/psychotic reaction i was having, it seemed the only choice:(
I do not like my PDOC much, and have saught out the help of a karma integrative PDOC who teaches at the zen center i like. Although ingesting psychiatric medications seems pretty counterproductive to my health, and i believe for health, and sanity, i will ultimately have to get off, just more safely off the diazepam this time:)
Thank you for the concner Phillipa
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