Posted by scubapro on August 10, 2003, at 18:04:54
In reply to Re: Adderall advise! » scubapro, posted by Lasagne on August 10, 2003, at 13:04:54
i started the adderall about 4 weeks ago after strattera failed. my doc said he wanted to start me slow so it did not set my bp wild. i weigh 250. i have only been on the geodon 5days not 3 weeks *typo. im not wanting to feel normal, but when im up i so manic i scare people and when im down i want to be dead. there has been no middle ground for me for the past year now. im working on some lifestyle changes that shound help and if i can get and keep a job that lets me sleep at night would be nice. i have had 26 jobs since i was 18 .only fired twice for inattention. others i got bored with after 4 to 6 months. i do very well with my son and feel he is the reason im still alive and on this plant in the first place. on top of all that after a strong religous faith as a child i have been betrayed by the religous socioty 3 times as a adult and now find myself with little to no faith in god. i guess i have always had a problem with blind faith. but when things got to the worst point i turned to the church for help and got told the old "everythng happenes for a reason" when all i wanted was someone to listen and sympathis with me. anyway i have started a mood chart to track my moods but my doc said to forget about studing why/ what is wrong and let him help me. imy ocd makes that hard ie thats why im here.
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