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Re: Happy Birthday, Dear Janey, Happy Birthday to you!

Posted by Roo on August 13, 1999, at 7:27:53

In reply to Happy Birthday, Dear Janey, Happy Birthday to you!, posted by Racer on August 13, 1999, at 1:19:42

Hi Sweet Janey Girl (I love your name),

My heart goes out to you. Birthdays are special
to some people, and not to others. They are very
special to me, and if I get forgotten, it hurts.
I've been there, where people forget, and it's
made me sad. Kind of made me feel like "dosen't
anyone care about me? Do I matter or make a
difference in anyone's life?". I kind of felt
like a sorry ole lump of clay.

What to do? Oh, I don't know...I could give all
sorts of corny self righteous dosen't
seem like enough somehow...

I want to tell you to love yourself, be good to
yourself, but that's so hard...such a long journey..
it dosen't happen overnight...maybe buy yourself a
present b/c you're worth it...maybe get a dog or
cat from the shelter and learn how to love yourself
unconditionally from their example (b/c they
love us unconditionally).

About family, and how to make it not hurt so much...
god...that's a tough one...
I don't have a good relationship with my oldest
sister and it really hurts. I keep wanting to cut
things off with her to end the hurt, but I find I
can't do that. As much as I don't want to care about
her (because she can't return it in the way that i'd
like) I can't stop caring. I realized the other day
that until I can accept her for who she is and stop
wanting her to be who I wish she was, the hurt will
never stop, and I'll always be angry. I know I'm
a long, long way from there. So that's frustrating.
I just pray that one day my heart will be more open,
and I can accept things the way they are. I aint
there yet, not by a longshot, but that's my goal.

I guess there's not really much I can do for you..
just tell you what I've been through, every person
has their own path.
just know there's a person in North Carolina who
read your post, was touched, and is thinking about
you, sending warm fuzzies your way :-) Roo




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