Psycho-Babble Medication Thread 1112540

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depressed

Posted by rjlockhart37 on November 13, 2020, at 22:25:36

not going through a good time riht now, the outbreak and not having, well being out in th world, i always wanted to make something of myself, not to boast or admire, but to just something to do, or what ment to do with life. I'm not in school anymore, because i find .. maybe its not the correct direation, getting online and getting trained for coding. Being treated for adhd, many mood stablizers, when all of this was broken down to being taken off adhd medications and put bipolar medications. I dealt with it and still do it. I don't know im writing this, hopefully to send a transmission out. I avoid things, because of failure, and even holding a situation correctly, even conversation....my findings are just on this board, or boards. I think find time, to just do somthing creative, help people, is the best. Hopefully not spilling out all whats going on, but i just needed to send a transmission out. Thank you

r

 

Re: depressed

Posted by rjlockhart37 on November 13, 2020, at 22:38:39

In reply to depressed, posted by rjlockhart37 on November 13, 2020, at 22:25:36

just take out about all this medicne stuff, if a transmission is sent out to google or something, just totally remove about medications, all i want to do is get out into the world, not just stay in this room, doing some creative work online, but i hope good things are found by people to inspire them. All i can say, is use time with suffering or problems, no matter how grueling it is to help or support people while your going through something yourself, it's appricated. Don't link medicine posts to this, take out that statment about adhd and all that stuff, irrelevant. Hopefully, making a jump instead of slowly moving into a direction. rather take a desccion and everything happen all of a sudden. Anyways, i encourage any blabber or rubblish speaking to canceled out, and just get to bottom line. I just want to find my way in life into the world.

Thank you for viewing

-R

 

Re: depressed

Posted by rjlockhart37 on November 13, 2020, at 23:16:36

In reply to depressed, posted by rjlockhart37 on November 13, 2020, at 22:25:36

really wish there was deletion option here

 

Re: depressed

Posted by rjlockhart37 on November 13, 2020, at 23:20:57

In reply to Re: depressed, posted by rjlockhart37 on November 13, 2020, at 23:16:36

RIP drama queen has rose her grave and posted this

 

Re: depressed

Posted by rjlockhart37 on November 14, 2020, at 16:51:52

In reply to Re: depressed, posted by rjlockhart37 on November 13, 2020, at 22:38:39

bottem line : rj must get out into the world and do something with his life

 

Re: depressed rjlockhart37

Posted by jay2112 on November 15, 2020, at 1:34:05

In reply to depressed, posted by rjlockhart37 on November 13, 2020, at 22:25:36

> not going through a good time riht now, the outbreak and not having, well being out in th world, i always wanted to make something of myself, not to boast or admire, but to just something to do, or what ment to do with life. I'm not in school anymore, because i find .. maybe its not the correct direation, getting online and getting trained for coding. Being treated for adhd, many mood stablizers, when all of this was broken down to being taken off adhd medications and put bipolar medications. I dealt with it and still do it. I don't know im writing this, hopefully to send a transmission out. I avoid things, because of failure, and even holding a situation correctly, even conversation....my findings are just on this board, or boards. I think find time, to just do somthing creative, help people, is the best. Hopefully not spilling out all whats going on, but i just needed to send a transmission out. Thank you
>
> r

Hi RJ:

Wow...I feel like we are struggling through similar issues. Can I ask what your current situation is like? Med wise...symptom wise? I think I recall you were on fluoxetine, olanzapine, and gabapentin? I was on fluoxetine for many, many years, but I seem to still have some heavy depression and paradoxical anxiety. Have you had a chance to try other antipsychotics? I have found the med clonidine to really help with extreme anxiety, inner-restlessness.

It doesn't help mental illness in that we live in a society that seems like we are all rats in a cage, struggling just to get by. The only contentedness I personally find is in my little dog, and music..plus helping other people out. I am a social service worker...not a lot of education..I found the best way to get a job is volunteer. Just go to the Sally Ann, or a drop-in centre,or similar, and just say you want to help. They value people like us, with "lived experience".

Jay

 

Re: depressed

Posted by rjlockhart37 on November 15, 2020, at 16:40:11

In reply to Re: depressed rjlockhart37, posted by jay2112 on November 15, 2020, at 1:34:05

thanks, your right volenteer, in the US right now there's elections, maybe volenter for the republican party, i don't know where having elections right now. Hopefully ill make a descion to do something since life slowly was not moving where wanted it to be

 

Re: depressed

Posted by rjlockhart37 on November 15, 2020, at 20:41:38

In reply to Re: depressed, posted by rjlockhart37 on November 15, 2020, at 16:40:11

i usally turn to music to tune out emotions, then find that music can create emotions, and i made ideasa while listening, you know you feel the vibes from the tunes, it can create new insight

my cat, snowie kittie is always a little friend to turn too, and talking with close family.

The meds im on
prozac
lamictal
gabapentin
olanzipine

they took me off diazepam and nuvigil after i withdrew from phenibut, i had to be hospitalized because of the withdrawl, it was ... hell, 3-4 days almost none sleep, no gaba, adrenaline, they had to soak me with librium at the hospital to get back to normal, then after i was released my doctor took me off all controlled stuff, nuvigil, diazepam, it was .... hard hit to take, but that's done with now. Those negative feelings, that you feel no one help, unless you make a major descion or a jump, jumping rapidly into another place, place to live or job

alot of times i feel im the only person on planet, and that this board is just a board and i don't feel that acutal people are reading, it's quite difficult. Then in real life, im a bit diffrent, i write diffrent on babble than i talk in real life, this place has been here since early 2000s since started posting, grew up on the boards, but still even that, i don't talk or write like i do in real life here

but still this board has been a good family, or posting site for years, hopefully 2020 from now will be a good chapter for all of us

 

Re: depressed rjlockhart37

Posted by jay2112 on November 23, 2020, at 21:29:11

In reply to Re: depressed, posted by rjlockhart37 on November 15, 2020, at 16:40:11

> thanks, your right volenteer, in the US right now there's elections, maybe volenter for the republican party, i don't know where having elections right now. Hopefully ill make a descion to do something since life slowly was not moving where wanted it to be

Well...I meant, go to a homeless shelter, or a drug and alcohol rehab centre. The Salvation army also offers these services. Just look them up online for Texas social services. The Democrats and Biden won the US election. Go volunteer for them...very nice people. :)

Jay


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