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Posted by WaterSapphire on September 17, 2008, at 14:54:15
Be gone my enemy
Fearful terror and foe
Be gone from my sight
For you worry me so
I have no room for you
In my already cramped space
I do not want your return
To this already taxed place
Find yourself a wave, and go out to the sea
To the deepest depths of world
But stay far away from me
You have no welcoming here
My door welcomes kindness and love
Not evil and fear
Upon me which you shove
So move on you true nemesis
Go away from my life
You must be destroyed
Because of illness and strife
That you have caused so much pain
For so many on earth
Why didn't you die
When we had our rebirth
There is nothing to fear
But fear itself
They say this cliche
Like a book on a shelf
But for those who fear everything
And this cliche has no meaning
Those suffering each day
Even when we are dreaming
Get away from us all
I ask that God sends you asunder
For my life needs new meaning
And a new sense of wonder
Get away from my friends
Get away from my soul
Get away from my family
And the world as a awhole
BE GONE EVIL thing
Anxious worrysome pest
So that all of us here
Can have happiness at last.
Posted by susan47 on September 19, 2008, at 12:18:25
In reply to Be Gone My Enemy (trigger for some), posted by WaterSapphire on September 17, 2008, at 14:54:15
And may the writing of it, be the releasing of the fear.
False (evidence, = expectations) appearing real.
Remember and look at the good things, keep your head turned sideways, look at the view out the window and avert your eyes from the goal, for the goal is always Death, dying is our goal, so we must avert the gaze, keep our eyes to the sides, eyes to the sides, look at the distractions, love the distractions, fall in love with the distractions, make them the real goal and so avert Death until it just .. happens.
Write the word, write to make yourself live.
Posted by WaterSapphire on September 19, 2008, at 16:14:54
In reply to Re: Be Gone My Enemy Ditto and more Angst, posted by susan47 on September 19, 2008, at 12:18:25
Wow, now that is a perspective. I can understand what you have written. You seem far more deep than even I ever could be. My gosh. I hope for salvation and eternal grace as well, but this message means a lot to me in so many ways. TO stay away from the dark thoughts of myself that could push me into that bad place of no return by finding things to keep living for.
Has anyone ever told you that you are intelligent?
Posted by susan47 on September 22, 2008, at 12:37:38
In reply to Susan, posted by WaterSapphire on September 19, 2008, at 16:14:54
Yes, but I don't believe it.
Hmh.
Sigh.
Life is such a fricking bowl of non-cherries, why is it like this for me? How's about you? Is life wonderful, or something not so great, something in between, something you wish better for yourself from? And loved ones .. how do they deal with someone like me, someone who feels always on the verge of non-existence .. the real state of all of us at any moment.
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