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Posted by AdaGrace on July 22, 2005, at 6:04:22
I hate the way you make me feel less of the woman I honestly think I could be.
I hate the way you sit back and say I am too emotional.
I hate the way you said that it was logical what you did.
I hate the way you act like you don't care that you hurt me.
I hate the way you think that you never do anything wrong.
I hate the way you tell me that I am bitching and whining about trivial things.
I hate that you think my love for you is trivial.
I hate that you think my feelings are trivial.
I hate that you think it is better to be logical than emotional.
I hate the way I feel after I am with you.
I hate the way I feel used by you.
I hate the way you say you love me, but don't show me.
I hate the way you punish me for speaking out.
I hate the way thoughts of you creep into my mind and dreams.
I hate the way I think I can't live without you.
I hate the way I think I deserve to be treated like this.
I hate the way I hate myself, and the way you seems to laugh at that.
I hate the nothing I am because you don't chose to help me grow.
I hate the way I love you.
I hate your smile
I hate your laugh
I hate the sound of your voice
I hate the way you call me "your sweetness"
I hate the way you touch me
I hate the way you look at me
I hate the way you look through me.I hate you because I hate me.
I hate.
Posted by B2chica on July 22, 2005, at 10:17:59
In reply to 27 Things I Hate About You, posted by AdaGrace on July 22, 2005, at 6:04:22
WOW, adagrace.
this was incredible. i can relate and it makes me feel a little less alone. thank you for expressing what i feel when i couldn't.
b2c.
Posted by AdaGrace on July 22, 2005, at 16:36:03
In reply to Re: 27 Things I Hate About You, posted by B2chica on July 22, 2005, at 10:17:59
I think I got a post one time in response to something I had written about hating someone. About how one should not hate. I don't really remember but I think I disagreed tremedously. I do hate. I don't care that it's immature, I don't care that it is selfish and sinful. I hate. I do. And as long as something or someone hurts me so much I cannot really function in life anymore, then I hate. I am not going to appologize for it either. Hate is a real emotion. It may be an unattractive one, but it is real. Self preservation at it's finest actually, turning inward and soothing yourself by turning the hatred outwards. Of course then again, it is a vicious cycle. In order to love someone you have to love yourself. In order to hate someone you oftentimes hate yourself. Anyway, I'm not a big girl sometimes and I don't want to be the "better" person. I hate. I have a lot of it in me actually. And now I feel somewhat better for saying it.
AdaGrace, the hater
Posted by alexandra_k on July 23, 2005, at 0:03:00
In reply to Re: Not Supposed to Hate » B2chica, posted by AdaGrace on July 22, 2005, at 16:36:03
i hate sometimes too.
i get so mad
so mad...
i push it away.
still
im glad you got it out for me.
i hate me too :-(
Posted by alexandra_k on July 23, 2005, at 0:05:08
In reply to Re: Not Supposed to Hate, posted by alexandra_k on July 23, 2005, at 0:03:00
my old t used to say
'be kind to yourself'
when i hate me a lot
i do it for her.
do you have anyone in your life like that adagrace?
even a memory?
Posted by AdaGrace on July 23, 2005, at 0:10:33
In reply to Re: Not Supposed to Hate, posted by alexandra_k on July 23, 2005, at 0:05:08
I suppose I should do it for her.
She was the only one in my life who loved me unconditionally.I hate the stupid driver who jumped into the south bound lane and stole her from me.
Posted by alexandra_k on July 23, 2005, at 17:03:54
In reply to Re: Mom, posted by AdaGrace on July 23, 2005, at 0:10:33
(((Gracie)))
I'm sorry sweetie :-(
Hold onto the love.
Sometimes the world sucks real bad
But if you can remember the love
It can help you through.
I'm sorry she had to leave
Posted by cockeyed on July 26, 2005, at 3:35:21
In reply to Re: Mom » AdaGrace, posted by alexandra_k on July 23, 2005, at 17:03:54
Hi, this is so lame a reply. I hate as a sot of state of grace or a bank account in the bye and bye. But when it comes down to it, unless i see rage, nothing but red. I don't realize what hate can mean...numbness seems beter instead.
I hate time because now I've been awake way to long to make sense. But is there healing for so much hate. There's 'sposed to be...but sometimes it makes no sense. I hate 9/11 and what it's done to me, but I had a long time store...Hey, I gotta go see my T. and present a letter that I wrote...about what was done to me.
Nothing criminal, but just good discipline. How cruel love can sometimes be. cockeyed.
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