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Posted by Sabrina_0805 on February 16, 2006, at 15:41:48
here but not really there.
Functional! Good word - doesn't excuse much though!
So - another night - same old .. same old.
Another day - soberly spent but foot tapping and lip biting. 5pm looms and agitation sets in. Somehow the body knows the sun is setting!! Must drink!!!It is now 11.40pm. I am marginally sober. Only because I am diluting my wine with soda water. Not normally, or usually done. But who am I fooling? Myself perhaps.
No need to respond.
Sabrina
Posted by James K on February 16, 2006, at 19:08:38
In reply to Same old ....... same old, posted by Sabrina_0805 on February 16, 2006, at 15:41:48
I'm about to start. I'm afraid to stop, I'm afraid to make the phone call. All of you who've supported me, said I was brave, said get of yer butt. I know I know I know. When I do what I have to do. I will post, I am on my way out the door, and how to contact me. I'm taking some time to lie to myself.
I hijacked your thread Sabrina. My friend who I saw last night, (one of the things on my list to do before) is totally supportive, as long as I don't think "I'm either fixed after this, or the hell with it" that's a good point.
functional is a good word. I'm functional 300 days a year.
at least f*cking enjoy it.
James K
Posted by Johnny's Fav Girl on February 22, 2006, at 3:27:09
In reply to Same old ....... same old, posted by Sabrina_0805 on February 16, 2006, at 15:41:48
Oh Sabrina, I am you, you are me.
The only thing stopping me now is I am to sick, but I have played the same games with myself.
I am going to work harder, once I recover....E
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