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Posted by rjlockhart37 on December 23, 2013, at 21:36:24
so i just got done looking at my brother's new offices, i've had it with trying to compare myself with people, i am at low point. What i plan for myself from this point on, is for success purposes....i left my brother, in 2008 and it has caused me much regret, and if he is reading this ever at this time, rick, i must tell you if you read this, that i will be back, and i will pay back through my idleness in your time....i don't want to know the critism because i know it will bad, but i tell you that i will come back into your life and see my newphews, and you...and the rest of my family....i miss you truly...
So, let me get this straight, i am going to start planning my success and if anyone wants to join me, in success planning. I have been dormant for years....and its the end of it....i am sick of being left behind, and i write these words they will happen.
from this point on:
1)will continue in work, both school and employment
2)will eventually reconsile with my brother, and if it doesnt work, then move on from then.
3)start studying about my degree....
4)i will start reading high intelligence books, and i will improve my intelligence
5)will wipe away every tear from my eye, that has fallen over years and start new, and disprove all the critizm i have had from others
6)i will rid all my past sadness....
7)i will help others here on babble to achieve their dream, or what they desire. Dream not reality yet to start a talk therapy
8)will reconnect with my family in full....
9)will help others here....here are links to other websites to help you who ever reades this....
http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/20130501/msgs/1043642.html_________________________________________
but the time i have had worry of my failure at sucecess.....this is the time to move on, whatever i do from this point on it has to be productive, i wasted the years of 2009-now.....it will change...
i write this with low energy, but with good purpose....and will slowly venture out to help people with their problems....i have enjoyed every year i have been here since 2003...10 years, and its time to leave the failure behind....the sorrow i have, the pain the torments me knowing no one cares, which is the truth, there's no denying that.....its time to start new......and help others in my sorrow.....i will start new
thanks you for reading.....
Posted by alexandra_k on December 23, 2013, at 22:29:35
In reply to new calling of my life, posted by rjlockhart37 on December 23, 2013, at 21:36:24
what are you going to study rj?
Posted by Phillipa on December 24, 2013, at 9:27:42
In reply to Re: new calling of my life, posted by alexandra_k on December 23, 2013, at 22:29:35
RJ what will your major be? Phillipa
Posted by rjlockhart37 on December 24, 2013, at 21:42:19
In reply to Re: new calling of my life, posted by Phillipa on December 24, 2013, at 9:27:42
thanks guys for responding, from this time its heading toward computer science.....and ... still i've got someway to go....im in a acidemic enrichment program....and i've applied for couple of jobs.....which i need to start applying for more intead of having to wait...
but yea....i've been in idleness for 4 years, i havent talked with my brother, and it deeply shocks me what i left him, and if he is reading this anytime in the future 5 10 years from now, its all recorded on the google feeds, maybe one day....i want to say i will be back, i want to see you again and the family....all my family....i've been in this crap phase of life and litterly lost 4 years of my life doing nothing....and i have to repay those years and get myself back, i havent got a car yet, but when i do i will be coming back....
but anywatys alex and phillipa yes thats what im heading for, work for software company.....i can't say im going to do anything until its done, i say things in the rush of the moment feeling euphoric and then it all fades to nothing, crash and burn effect.
but also want to help people reach there goals too...not only me, i really want to do that as a private little thing here on babble, find what people desire to do and encouragement, and intellect what to do to get there.....no crash and burn
thanks guys.....i really appricate the post philliopa and alex, i have talked with you in a while phillipa i've been going my own way in slowness and gloom, learn to get out of my own grey thinking and see bright and sunshine
r
Posted by Phillipa on December 24, 2013, at 21:58:51
In reply to Re: new calling of my life, posted by rjlockhart37 on December 24, 2013, at 21:42:19
Write it down your goal and reach for it. You can do it I know you can!!!! Phillipa
Posted by rjlockhart37 on December 24, 2013, at 22:32:07
In reply to Re: new calling of my life » rjlockhart37, posted by Phillipa on December 24, 2013, at 21:58:51
yes, writing a life map is good. But the big things is having anti-burnout ideas, where you think of something and you always stick to it, a plan, and not let it just be forgotten and blown into the wind....before i go to sleep i say things i want to accomplish before i go into dream world, so it gets programmed into the subcounsious mind, or deep in the mind to where it acts on it.....vary good technique....
thanks phillipa!
r
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