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Posted by rjlockhart37 on June 28, 2013, at 21:29:33
there's tons of websites that i could be posting too....alot of the stuff i found i could start posting there....
www.psychforums.com
bluelight.ru
addforums.com
from www.socialanxietysupport.com
www.takethislife.com
www.msworld.org
www.healthboards.com
www.crazyboards.org
neurotalk.psychcentral.com
www.mdjunction.com
treato.com
www.depressionforums.org
moodtracker.com
www.anxietyconnect.com
www.mombu.com
depressionforums.org
www.drugs-forum.com
www.benzobuddies.org
www.steadyhealth.com
www.takethislife.com
www.crazymeds.us
neurotalk.psychcentral.combut after all of this posting over the year i've just came to real realiation that what i here only a few people know whats going on in my life.....and actually im glad i didnt broadcast other posts on websites when i was thinking crazy posts.....like i've posted here....
i don't know whats causing it if its the zyprexa, because it does make me gloomy, but really i've got to get out of this stuff....my health is lethargic, the way i think, today at the gym on the treadmill....i was the pretty slow person, the health is destablized/degererated right now, but i will get out of it....but the engines on this ship need to be turned on and trained, this is what you call someone who gave up and didnt want to thrive anymore....this lethargic state of gloomyness
here on babble there's not much responses, and on those other websites i would have to really clean up the way i say.....bluelight is the next run....i've posted here for years and its like all that i post, its nothing, it doesnt benefit me, doesnt benefit others, and creates people to concerned and gets old after time....its not worth it....
thanks for reading
Posted by alexandra_k on June 30, 2013, at 19:54:58
In reply to gloomy reality, posted by rjlockhart37 on June 28, 2013, at 21:29:33
well i'm glad you are still here. it really has been years, hasn't it? i'm sure i remember you from when you were like 17 or 18 or something...
Posted by rjlockhart37 on June 30, 2013, at 22:18:34
In reply to Re: gloomy reality, posted by alexandra_k on June 30, 2013, at 19:54:58
oh yea i rerember that i was 17, that was 9 years ago i psoted to babble from the high school library all the time....then at college....its intresting to read what people have posted here over the years....
kinda grew up here over the years, but some of the stuff i don't want to read because of its embarrasment....i posted false posts, some of it was true, others it was exaggerated twisted, but im being honest about taht because i can't stand reading some of the b*llsh*t i posted....and started changing the format after 2010...
maxime and phillipa where the people i was pretty close to in the past.....its so sad to hear maxime died....
but anyways, yea.....thanks for the response...but some of stuff i post it just goes into the wind, it goes on the internet on google with random people reading it, it never gets to people like my family and my friends that care....i've sat in sadness for a long time, shut off from people to get away from the pain
Posted by alexandra_k on July 3, 2013, at 2:41:47
In reply to Re: gloomy reality, posted by rjlockhart37 on June 30, 2013, at 22:18:34
> oh yea i rerember that i was 17, that was 9 years ago i psoted to babble from the high school library all the time....then at college....its intresting to read what people have posted here over the years....
Yeah, that is from when I remember you. I guess you would have changed a lot. Not that I knew you particularly well then...
I feel embarrassed when I read some of my old posts, too.
> maxime and phillipa where the people i was pretty close to in the past.....its so sad to hear maxime died....
Yes. I remember feeling pretty fond of Phillipa for being a good support to you. I wasn't really sure how to be, myself... It was sad to hear about Maxime.
> but anyways, yea.....thanks for the response...but some of stuff i post it just goes into the wind, it goes on the internet on google with random people reading it, it never gets to people like my family and my friends that care....i've sat in sadness for a long time, shut off from people to get away from the pain
Do you like that feeling of it going into the wind? I used to try and find a little corner of the writing board (by responding to something that had been archived which would make my post appear solo embedded part way up the page and so more easily missed). I... Liked that feeling of it going to the wind. It felt reassuring to me that somebody would probably read it... But not many people. It was always nice to get a response but okay if not. Guess I never really expected one.
Or is it different for you?
Posted by rjlockhart37 on July 11, 2013, at 20:35:48
In reply to Re: gloomy reality, posted by alexandra_k on July 3, 2013, at 2:41:47
ahhhh its ok, i've written more like blogs than posts that are ment to have responses, some of it is just for reading sake....not really trying to get a response...and yes i have written ones where i wanted lots and didnt get any lol....its all how you put it
it doenst really go in the wind, it just gets buried in the acrhives, and also on google....someone could trye in keywords to stuff that was in the post and it pulls it on the newsfeeds on google....so it doesnt really go away but, it just kinda gets buried in the past....always gotta dwell on the future....i've sat and read people's posts from 2004, thinking it over, wanting to relive that time, but think of the future...and the present....thats how i see it...but reading my journals from 15 years ago is nice too....
i miss maxime.....phillipa was really a big support back then, i need to restart the energy again....i kinda leave things, and dwell to much on myself rather than a relationship....its hard....but i am changing lol
thaks for the post!!:)
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