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blog 6/20/13

Posted by rjlockhart37 on June 20, 2013, at 0:31:42

writing this right now before i go to bed, i've had a bad day....everything is just sh*tty....feel like junk, my health is junk, and my prayers to God are junk....never to be heard expet to the wind and pass away....its like i wake in my dreams and hoping its not reality, but maybe being too dramatic, but seriously this condition about the medicine not working, its strong medicaton and my body continues to resist it...causing more problems....and you know all day i thought about no one understands, no one cares, and even if they do....i have to handle this myself....i would love to give my dish of problems to someone, and have the relief that it would all taken care of....no, and now im staring at a platter of gross food i don't know what to do with.....the easiest way to think is to get rid of it....but i can't throw away my problems because that would create more, its a difficult time....posted here over the years....and i've had similar posts of being miserable.....so this is nothing new.....just the fact that i want to get rid of this discuting plate that makes me want to vomit, which is my problems that seem unsolvable...both health and psycholgical.....

anyways, the only good thing to know is something Joyce Meyer said.....when nothing is good, use a testimony and say "i'm still here" ... yes i am still here....no suicide, or death, and don't plan on it happening for another 40years....

.nothing but gloom rihgt now.....but seasons change, and certain things will pass....and not plant corrupted, dark seeds in the mind.....positive, life, hope, and goodness of jesus christ....

thank you for reading...

 

Re: blog 6/20/13

Posted by baseball55 on June 20, 2013, at 21:40:30

In reply to blog 6/20/13, posted by rjlockhart37 on June 20, 2013, at 0:31:42

RJ- Do you have friends, a church you go to, people to talk to? Let me know.

 

Re: blog 6/20/13

Posted by rjlockhart37 on June 22, 2013, at 11:41:16

In reply to blog 6/20/13, posted by rjlockhart37 on June 20, 2013, at 0:31:42

thanks baseball.....i have my gf, sometimes i post things here on babble i don't really discuss with others....its really not healthy because i post here things contary to my life....i always smile in real life, nice guy persona, and i've posted some wierd things here on babble that people read by googling my name...

i have my psychologist...but some of this stuff i just don't discuss with people in real life....and i have to say, im not a catfish, not posting false things, this is my thoughts i post....

thanks for responding :)


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