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Posted by Deneb on March 4, 2007, at 22:56:06
I just want to die or something. I don't feel so good. My life is going nowhere. I'm never going to do anything or make anything of myself. I'm never going to be happy and normal. I hate my life. I wish I were dead right now. I don't want to live anymore.
I wish the world would explode. I don't want to work. I don't want to go to the Babble Party. They will just be horrible experiences. I'm incompetent in everything I do. I can't do anything. I want to be dead. I don't want to wake up anymore.
Posted by Deneb on March 5, 2007, at 0:01:45
In reply to I just want to... *trigger*, posted by Deneb on March 4, 2007, at 22:56:06
Sorry about posting I want to die again. I'm OK. I don't want to die. I'm just feeling down at the moment. It'll pass.
Deneb*
Posted by sleepygirl on March 5, 2007, at 0:20:36
In reply to Re: I feel a little better now, posted by Deneb on March 5, 2007, at 0:01:45
> Sorry about posting I want to die again. I'm OK. I don't want to die. I'm just feeling down at the moment. It'll pass.
>
> Deneb*yes indeed it shall pass...you are so hard on yourself dear, it's impossible to control all your tomorrows today. take it easy on yourself.
-sg
Posted by Phillipa on March 5, 2007, at 11:59:59
In reply to Re: I feel a little better now » Deneb, posted by sleepygirl on March 5, 2007, at 0:20:36
Deneb are you better today? Love Phillipa
Posted by Deneb on March 5, 2007, at 13:40:03
In reply to Re: I feel a little better now, posted by Phillipa on March 5, 2007, at 11:59:59
I saw my pdoc today.
Ugh. I'm so messed up. If I don't improve by next week she wants to give me more meds. A mood stabilizer. I should have asked her which one.
I'm not sure what to think.
I feel OK now, but my moods can change at any time. I'm not sure meds do anything for me.
Ugh, sometimes I think, "Why bother?" Just let me die or something. I'm hopeless.
Deneb*
Posted by Kath on March 6, 2007, at 12:30:19
In reply to Re: I feel a little better now, posted by Deneb on March 5, 2007, at 13:40:03
Hi Deneb (((((((((((((you))))))))))))))
I'm sorry you're feeling so rotten.
I know sometimes life can feel too much. Lately, I have been feeling burdened by having to deal with all the things that have been happening. Sometimes I think that I don't want to have to go on. I was going to say 'feel' that I don't want to go on. Then I thought of Larry's post above somewhere & realized, Hey - it's not a feeling, it's a thought!
I hope it's sunny where you are. It's sunny here & that helps in that when I look outside it's not gloomy.
I hope you feel better really soon Deneb.
luv, Kath
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