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Posted by James K on January 17, 2006, at 16:04:02
I'm starting to lose it. I'm sitting here crying. And I think I want to get drunk. But if I get drunk, there is a good chance I'll start hitting myself in the head with a brick. So I'm posting on this board instead. I'm going to go get a klonopin.
I took two. and blew my nose. and put the Flaming Lips - Soft Bulletin on the stereo.
I don't know what board to put this on. I don't care if I break my sobriety , but I don't want to do it because of mental illness.
james k
Posted by James K on January 17, 2006, at 17:27:35
In reply to big bummer in me *trigger*, posted by James K on January 17, 2006, at 16:04:02
That's was certainly a wake up call. I'm all over the place right now.
James K
Posted by alexandra_k on January 17, 2006, at 18:01:45
In reply to better now, posted by James K on January 17, 2006, at 17:27:35
(((((((((James K))))))))))
This too shall pass.
Sometimes it is hard to remember that...
But this feeling too shall pass.:-)
Posted by Deneb on January 17, 2006, at 18:47:38
In reply to big bummer in me *trigger*, posted by James K on January 17, 2006, at 16:04:02
I hope you are feeling better, if not, here are some hugs for you.
((((((James K))))))
Posted by wildcard on January 17, 2006, at 18:52:02
In reply to big bummer in me *trigger*, posted by James K on January 17, 2006, at 16:04:02
you are never alone. if you need someone, day or night i'm here.
Posted by Phillipa on January 17, 2006, at 19:35:37
In reply to Re: big bummer in me *trigger* » James K, posted by wildcard on January 17, 2006, at 18:52:02
Me too!!!! Fondly, Phillipa
Posted by James K on January 17, 2006, at 20:16:03
In reply to Re: big bummer in me *trigger*, posted by Phillipa on January 17, 2006, at 19:35:37
I appreciate the kind words and support and hugs. This is scarey how fast it is happening to me. Back and Forth in the course of a day. I'm used to hair trigger rage, but hair trigger depression is worse.
I've got to come up with a strategy that works. I've written off another pdoc. I dread a therapist. Maybe meds haven't completely kicked in, but that's fooling myself.
I'll keep trying. And if that means I share it with you I think you'll understand if it keeps me out of danger. - I am okay at the moment. I need to think
love,
james
Posted by wildcard on January 17, 2006, at 21:57:19
In reply to Thank you All, posted by James K on January 17, 2006, at 20:16:03
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