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Posted by AdaGrace on July 13, 2005, at 17:08:06
Daily I struggle
Every d*mn day.
I am so very tired of struggling.
I am tired of trying.
I am tired of hurting.
I am tired of crying.I'm out of pills.
And I don't think I even care.
I'm sick of this hot humid weather.
Sick of my family and friends.
Sick of everything. Everything.
Posted by Phil on July 13, 2005, at 18:29:15
In reply to Having trouble getting through, posted by AdaGrace on July 13, 2005, at 17:08:06
I hear what you're saying, AdaGrace. I hear what you're saying. It's a very heavy load we are cursed to carry.
Sometimes I just have to say f**k it - I'm kicking back and letting it all just roll on by. Screw it.
I can't do any better today.
P
Posted by AdaGrace on July 14, 2005, at 1:30:09
In reply to Having trouble getting through, posted by AdaGrace on July 13, 2005, at 17:08:06
I don't care what happens
I don't care what people think
I don't care about anything anymore.I cry.
Means I still feel.
But not sure what i cry for.
hurt.
pain.
indifference.
indignation.maybe I cry because I don't feel anything.
but that is redundant isn't it.I just want to go to sleep and wake us as Courtney Cox. She's gotta be way happier than me.
Posted by Damos on July 14, 2005, at 17:10:20
In reply to Re: I just don't care anymore, posted by AdaGrace on July 14, 2005, at 1:30:09
Now if you could wake up as Patricia Heaton (Debra from Everybody Loves Raymond) you'd have to beat me off with a stick.
Honestly though, I think waking up just as you are would make me even happier. I can imagine just how nice it would be to roll over, gently stroke your face, kiss you tenderly, lovingly and say "Thank you for letting me be here with you everyday."
Posted by crazy teresa on July 15, 2005, at 16:11:38
In reply to Re: I just don't care anymore, posted by AdaGrace on July 14, 2005, at 1:30:09
> I just want to go to sleep and wake us as Courtney Cox. She's gotta be way happier than me.All you're seeing of her life is the glamorous part. She gets paid to act well, remember? She's no different than you or I when it comes right down to it. She has $$$, fame, glamour, but no privacy. I don't think it would be much fun to live in a fish bowl and be a celebrity, deal with stalkers or wonder if you could really trust a person or if they were after your money.
Damos's offer sounds MUCH, MUCH, MUCH better!!!!!!! (Could you give my husband lessons, Damos???)
Did you get more medicine? You'll feel better if you do!
Are you trying too hard to please others?
crazy t
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