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Posted by AdaGrace on January 20, 2005, at 7:11:55
Really truely seriously, how are you doing?
Posted by anastasia56 on January 20, 2005, at 10:07:33
In reply to SAW, how are you doing?, posted by AdaGrace on January 20, 2005, at 7:11:55
yes, how are you saw? you've posted a string of funnies but i haven't seen much about how you are doing personally.
just out of curiosity...when you were growing up was it your responsibility to keep the peace in the family? i have always read your jokes and enjoyed them so much until one day you were gone from babbleland. i don't know if i was the only one who didn't know how bad things were with you. it just seemed like you didn't talk about it. maybe the happy jokes threw me off too. so enough rambling. but i would like to know about the happy factor in your childhood if you want to share.
anastasia
Posted by saw on January 21, 2005, at 4:12:51
In reply to Re: SAW, how are you doing?, posted by anastasia56 on January 20, 2005, at 10:07:33
Hi Anastasia
As far as keeping the peace, no not my responsibility when I was a child. But most certainly in my ex marriage and other situations later in life.
My childhood was ok. I spent most of my schooling at a boarding school. I don't think I was unhappy. It feels strange thinking about this though. I don't remember being happy or unhappy. My crash came from meeting my ex husband when I was 18 and spending the next 8 years with him.
If things are not going well with me, you will probably find me all over babble - at great length. And the jokes will probably be fewer. I just love sharing them. If I get a giggle out of it, it means a lot to me to pass that giggle on to my friends. Sometimes even a tiny smile can ease the hurt and pain even if just for a moment.
It is good to know that I was missed. I so appreciate that.
I am coping at the moment. It is a relief! Never fear, I am not finished talking about myself yet!!
Thanks for your curiosity
Sabrina
Posted by saw on January 21, 2005, at 4:19:40
In reply to SAW, how are you doing?, posted by AdaGrace on January 20, 2005, at 7:11:55
Really, truly, seriously - I am doing ok. I saw my pdoc this morning and she said my anxiety is still very evident (huh?) and that I am still very fragile. I felt all small and little girlish being called fragile. By no means am I out of the woods just yet, but compared to last year's crash, I would have to say that I am improving. However, she did say that if I become suicidal like that again that there is no alternative but to have immediate ECT.
You are so sweet to ask. But what about you? You are so quiet here and I miss your wit and humour and I miss offering you my unsolicited advice and telling you what to do! I miss you!
S
Posted by AdaGrace on January 22, 2005, at 9:37:58
In reply to Re: SAW, how are you doing? » AdaGrace, posted by saw on January 21, 2005, at 4:19:40
That's what I keep thinking when I want to hear from someone, and I don't. I received a Merry Christmas wish, a day late, and it had been so many weeks since I had heard anything. It broke my heart again, as if I begged for something, anything, and the crumb I was thrown just did me in. It wasn't enough, but it will never be the way it was again. I am lost, broken, and just plain down in the dumps. I am desparately trying to find someone who gives me the attention I desire. Too bad it's not the one it should be.
Posted by jujube on January 22, 2005, at 15:11:43
In reply to Re: Me? I don't matter much » saw, posted by AdaGrace on January 22, 2005, at 9:37:58
Sorry, I'm intruding here, but I just wanted to say that YOU DO MATTER (everybody matters, we sometimes just don't realize it or can't accept it). And, YOU should be giving yourself the attention you desire and deserve. You are worth it!
((((AdaGrace)))
> That's what I keep thinking when I want to hear from someone, and I don't. I received a Merry Christmas wish, a day late, and it had been so many weeks since I had heard anything. It broke my heart again, as if I begged for something, anything, and the crumb I was thrown just did me in. It wasn't enough, but it will never be the way it was again. I am lost, broken, and just plain down in the dumps. I am desparately trying to find someone who gives me the attention I desire. Too bad it's not the one it should be.
Posted by TRUCKER on January 23, 2005, at 19:08:57
In reply to Re: SAW, how are you doing? » anastasia56, posted by saw on January 21, 2005, at 4:12:51
welcome back sabrina.. i missed ya!!!
trucker
Posted by saw on January 24, 2005, at 1:57:38
In reply to Re: Me? I don't matter much » saw, posted by AdaGrace on January 22, 2005, at 9:37:58
Oh my, but you do matter, you matter very much. Though I can so fully understand how you feel and really wish the crumb had not been thrown. Time has not eased much for you yet and all I can hope for is that with each new day, the missing and longing will become just a little bit less.
I hate that this is happening to you.
Love Sabrina
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