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Posted by alesta on December 13, 2004, at 7:57:58
i have nothing, i mean *nothing* to do. i wrote this already on my wordpad but wasn't going to post it, as i felt better after writing it and getting it out. but now i think i will post it anyway.
i bawled my eyes out last night. things are bad, really bad. i don't know if they are ever going to be ok, honestly. things have consistently sucked throughout my life, why would they be ok now?
there's only so much a person can take. i try everything i can, but i'm still in hell. i have nothing to occupy myself but this damn computer. no cable tv, no *coffee* :), no books, no snacks, no friends, NOTHING.
i can clean, but the lack of stimuli in my life makes it hard to be motivated.
this is my current form of hell, can't wait to see the next one.
sorry to be negative. i try not to.:)
amy
Posted by Phil on December 13, 2004, at 9:02:01
In reply to god i'm bored, posted by alesta on December 13, 2004, at 7:57:58
> i have nothing, i mean *nothing* to do.
>>You can come clean my housei wrote this already on my wordpad but wasn't going to post it, as i felt better after writing it and getting it out. but now i think i will post it anyway.
>>Now don't be impulsive.
>
> i bawled my eyes out last night. things are bad, really bad. i don't know if they are ever going to be ok, honestly. things have consistently sucked throughout my life, why would they be ok now?>>That's the same thing I told my boss last week.
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> there's only so much a person can take. i try everything i can, but i'm still in hell. i have nothing to occupy myself but this damn computer. no cable tv, no *coffee* :)>>Freeze! There's your problem. Chemical imbalance in the brain due to lack of coffee.
, no books, no snacks, no friends, NOTHING.
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> i can clean, but the lack of stimuli in my life makes it hard to be motivated.>>Cleaning isn't a motivator, not around these parts.
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> this is my current form of hell, can't wait to see the next one.>>Not much to look at-I'm already there.
> sorry to be negative. i try not to.:)>>I enjoy it...it's *home*.
>>Seriously Amy, I know how hard it is. All I can really say is I've been there, I am there now, and somehow amy, we will both weather this as a matter of routine warfare.
Pull out the big guns-we're going in.
Kicking donkey and takin names.Phil
Posted by alesta on December 13, 2004, at 9:48:51
In reply to Re: god i'm bored-a teen anthem » alesta, posted by Phil on December 13, 2004, at 9:02:01
phil,:)
gosh, i'm smiling right now. how'd you do that? i really think you do understand. (i'm really good at putting on a happy face, most ppl have no clue about the long-term trauma and misery i've experienced over eons.)
i thank you so much for writing that, phil. you're awesome. (i kinda see you as the male equivalent of myself, lol. oh dear. being cheeky again.)all right, i ain't foldin. you better be in, too. we've got some hands left to play.
ok, break down the door. Let's go..!
thanks again,
amy :)
Posted by Phil on December 13, 2004, at 12:20:04
In reply to Re: god i'm bored-a teen anthem » Phil, posted by alesta on December 13, 2004, at 9:48:51
i'm really good at putting on a happy face, most ppl have no clue about the long-term trauma and misery i've experienced over **eons.
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Well, that didn't make you sound old. : )
My pdoc, as I finally broke down in a heap one appt, said I was really good at hiding pain. I'm thinking, I'm paying you a lot of money to be finding it.
Thanks for the kind words, amy.
Phil
Posted by alesta on December 13, 2004, at 13:34:01
In reply to Re: god i'm bored-a teen anthem » alesta, posted by Phil on December 13, 2004, at 12:20:04
> Well, that didn't make you sound old. : )
lol! that's funny. i didn't think about it that way when i was writing it. i'm 32 btw, in case you didn't know, so i guess 'eons' is a slight exaggeration. :-)
thank you for being so kind and supportive.
(we're all sickeningly nice around here, aren't we? :) ok, most of us..<pause>..ok, some of us..)
amy :)
Posted by Phil on December 13, 2004, at 14:13:50
In reply to Re: god i'm bored-a teen anthem » Phil, posted by alesta on December 13, 2004, at 13:34:01
I've got split ends older than you.
Posted by Fallen4MyT on December 13, 2004, at 22:20:53
In reply to god i'm bored, posted by alesta on December 13, 2004, at 7:57:58
Hi .,,,whats going on that you have no TV or coffee? I do not read many posts but I may have a solution for you babble mail me ok....sorry youre so bored I have all that crap and when home I am still bored
hugs
Posted by alesta on December 14, 2004, at 6:17:02
In reply to Re: god i'm bored-a teen anthem » alesta, posted by Phil on December 13, 2004, at 14:13:50
> I've got split ends older than you.
ah, but my mental age..one musn't overlook its profundity..:-) i look about 24 but occasionally talk like i'm 80. life's nightmares can cause much learning, if you suffer long enough and hard enough..not worth it if you ask me. not worth it at all..
amyp.s. you don't have to answer back. i know you're probably dying to end this thread!
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